ok, I am coughing more badly today. I wonder whats wrong actually. Maybe all the ******* made me feel so super sick! Thats why I feel extremely tired after taking dinner at orchard with Na, Fang, Ru & Baby. While walking to carpark, I feel I really could not take it anymore. Now neck and shoulders are aching. WOO! I just want to recover. I am sick of having to take medicine everyday for like almost 2 weeks. Body also become immune already la. Sigh!

That baby, after reaching home he sent an sms to me, saying 'if one day I go out blah blah blah' ai ya! Please la, even 1 day old baby also know you are suppose to ask 'Can I go out now?' . Somehow he thinks that I am stupid. Ai ya too bad I still gt a bit of intelligence. Maybe one day to make me stupid, let me have high fever without bringing me to the doc? or just push me out on to the road and just let me die. So I can SHUT UP for the rest of my life.

Anyway I never say much to him, just say that 'if you want to go, just go lor'. He didn't sense my unhappiness. Anyway initially he promised to be back home by 1am. But when he confirmed going out, he said he will be back by 1.30am. so GUYS cannot be trusted, you see. Sometimes not that I wan to flame guys, saying they are full of nonsense and lies, but SEE! He is my 9th example. But anyway, yes not ALL guys are like that. Just that for my case, 9 out of 9 are like that. You can say that I am unlucky. I also feel that I am unlucky anyway. Be it, at work, at anywhere.

ok, but anyway, I should consider myself as lucky - that I am not married. At least now if got any regrets, also like that. No need sign papers etc. Troublesome. And many many other factors too. Restrictions? Conflicts? and so on (never-ending) Sigh! I hate to be in long relationships. You can see a person change (or just him?) . Then you will tend to compare him 2 years ago, and currently. Tsk tsk tsk! Makes me even MORE DETERMINED not to get married! Something worth celebrating about too!!! Ai ya dun talk about him anymore. It just makes me even more sick and makes my blood BOILED!!!!

* GOOD NITE! tml will be a gd day for everyone in ICC *