V I V I E N N E'S D I A R Y
VIVIENNE


there's nothing wrong with my name. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Loving It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.





I love HL Milk.
I love Soya Bean Drink.
I love Beancurd.
I love Ice Cream.
I love Singing.
I love Manicure & Pedicure.
I love Make Up.
I love Taking Pictures.
I love Buffet.
I love Parties.
I love Sleeping.
I love Travelling.
I love Royce Chocolate.
I love Perfumes.
I love KOI Bubble Tea.
I love Tian Tang aka Heaven aka 6670.
I love Shopping.
Never ending shopping.
That's coz...
I'm ME.
A crazy ME.
28th September 2008 Sunday
Monday, September 29, 2008

Although I am so tired now, but I still found some energy left after ironing, and wrapping present, to blog. And also I had so much to chat about with my friends, one after another! :)


Thursday night, the sky is so orangy but it only rained on Friday morning. I left house 10 mins earlier, after I reach the MRT station it rained so heavily and i got drenched while waiting train. Wind + Rain was so big! When i reach workplace MRT station, I saw the flood outside Mrt station. Its almost up to knee height!

After work met Baby for dinner, after that we went to Padang to hear the sounds of F1, then he sent me home and left at 10pm, need to pass some stuff to his customer i suppose. Then ended up he went bedok jetty with him and stayed till quite late -_-


Saturday, went to work. Its like everybody's off day. So I endured that half day and left! Went to Baby's house to slp and waited for him to come home and have dinner together. Then we quickly bath and went out to watch F1 (illegally i mean). Ended at 10pm, wanted to watch movie at GV Marina but it was closed! -_- So baby say we go home, despite me keep repeating that there will be huamn & traffic jam. Asked him whether he has appt after that, he says no. No choice, no matter how i protest he still would'nt listen, so I just have to squeeze together with all the sickening ppl to get to the carpark, and jamming in the carpark. After i reached home, baby says he is going to meet his friends -_- sigh again yea? I am so sick of this, and i may not be able to take it anymore. He reached home at about 3am.
Sunday, today one of my gf come over after some unhappiness with her in laws. Sigh... Its always the in laws... Why can't in laws be a bit more thoughful and good and not so sickening?
Baby is super tired today. Yea all his night outings is tiring him out, and this tiredness is eating into my time with him. And I feel so pissed!
Anyway this week is a busy week, meeting darling tml, tues meeting friends to keppel island, wed is holiday! And I am so happy that darling asked me to join her & friends to drinking session!
Mood: ANGRY
Weather: HOT, HUMID

writtern @12:32 AM

22nd Sep 2008 Monday
Monday, September 22, 2008

Sat (20/09/08) went to Clarke Quay The Arena, to celebrate Baby's friend BD. Baby made me pissed by saying I don't care for him when he says he is not feeling too well-coz of drinking. I really gt so pissed at him. If he were to drink daily, he expect me to care for him daily!? So weird and fake isn't it?! Siao! Everyone got crazy already!!! Then had a long talk with Mei Fang, I feel relieved and sorry for her to listen to my rants! MUACKS!! Thanks Gal!

Today I was on MC due to menses cramp. I am envious of those gals who feel nothing at all when their menses come. Anyway I vomitted, I had diarrhoea, I feel hot and cold, shivering and sweating under the blanket... Went to the docs to get free dosage of painkillers and gastric med.
YEEKS and I heard today is a SHITTY DAY at work! -_-

writtern @11:21 PM

20th Sep 2008 Sat - Work and Vivo
Saturday, September 20, 2008

Went back to work today and a last min decision to go out with Luan Ting - as we are feeling sick for a Saturday... Dreadful... WenZhi joining us last last min too... Luan Ting needs a purifier for her friend. So after reaching Vivo, we went around searching for the air purifier. Shortly, I was feeling so super hungry and we went Marche!! WOO! It cheers me up!
Rosti with chicken cheese sausage
Calamari
Pork Knuckle
Cheesy/Milky Cauliflower & Mushrooms
Chicken Breast & Pork Sausage
Root BEER
BEER

Got to get prepared & bath now, for Baby's friend's birthday celebration.... BB!

writtern @6:21 PM

19th Sep 2008 Fri
Friday, September 19, 2008

Did a Rose Mask on wed 17th Sep 2008. Since I was so free, came home str after work, so decided to take out a mask to give my face a treat. Since I've aged so much... ... ...

Today, went lunch with Luan Ting, Jian Rong, Jesline, Francis. Went Pasta Mania.
Look at this disgustingly creamy chicken 'decorated' with CHEESE. YUCKS!!!
My HEALTHY choice!
Luan Ting's Kids Meal that makes us (she & me) go high and excited!
Well Done for finishing the food!
Went dinner with baby at Heeren, and saw Waraku's Lion Dance.
Dinner at Dai Ka Jie, service is very good (for now)
Char Siew & Minced Meat Noodles (Baby's)
Ngoh Hiong Noodles (Mine)
Fried Otah Tofu
Ice Longan Tofu
Chinese Tea
On the way back, we decided to take part of the F1 route to ECP to go home. Bright!



Traffic is real heavy with ridiculous driver


I actually dunno what is really happening to myself, Baby, us , everybody in this world? Going bonkers? Me, I have irritating colleagues/customers. Customers I can understand, they are always being irritating and nuisance to others. Colleagues -_- , as I was telling Luan Ting. Some ppl can really push their way through. Chasing for the stats becomes their main aim (yes it is one of the impt factor), but it became an irritant and causing inconvenience to others. SO SO SO irritated!!! And its like not once, and its so many times! Whatever they can push away (by telling customers to check again tml), they just pushed! OMG I really could not believe it initially but now I do. Hyprocite, Liars, Irritants!
Baby yesterday's email to me, hmm sort of shocked me. Yes I understand he is under stress. I feel I cannot control my temper anymore. He said he will be having drinking sessions to help in his business?????????? Drinking = Bicycle Business??????? Is this a really ridiculous excuse or is it I am thinking not normally????? He knows that I will think that he is silly by thinking this way, I just find it amazing thats all. I find that we cannot discuss ANYTHING properly at all. We have to quarrel or have different views when we are together. When we don't want to make decision, we won't make decisions, will push to each other. When we want to make decision, the other party will have sth to say. I thought I have give in quite a fair bit compared to my previous relationships. And of course in some ways, I have being more nasty to him than previous ones. Of course I have learnt to protect myself, not letting myself hurt by other ppl. The only person who can hurt me, is myself. I have give in by doing things that I NEVER EVER WANT TO DO. I basically forced myself to do, just because he is pestering, keep pursuading(and the persuading turns too much for me to take till i agree) me to do it. Like, investing? I never trust/want to invest anything at all. and he successfully force me into it! HAHA! And my heart is thinking/hoping to lose ALL OF IT , all of those that I had invested, just because I am not happy to invest, and I do not mind losing it, even though is above 10k.
His and his drinking is pissing me off real badly. Business need him to drink. Friends' BD/Gatherings need him to drink. After work on weekdays, meeting customers need him to drink... Why don't he go sell beer, he may earn more money this way yea? I NEED TO LOOK FOR MORE SINGLE FRIENDS to accompany me on weekends. I REALLY NEED! SIGH!!! Can god tell me, when will I die? PLS PLS PLS.... I can't wait to prepare for that day. And I need to finish my stuff, fulfil my wishes before I go. . .
Mood: Tired, Depressed, Sad, Angry, Mixed Feelings

writtern @11:30 PM

15th Sep 2008 Monday
Tuesday, September 16, 2008

This is what my mum bought at the airport that day when we brought her to airport for dinner.
Bengawan Solo's mooncake (not nice anyway) but because no time already! Need it for praying the next day :)

15th Sep 2008 Monday

Today I received so many things!!! SO HAPPI!!!

Mon Surprise

A gift from Luan Ting, Dennis & WS! Thanks ppl! I know I am a bitch! Thanks for ur love & concern for me and my work.

And the voodoo doll that will KILL ALL THE DEVILS!

Thanks bitch (Luan Ting)!

And the items I bought delivered straight to my office, thanks to a lovely & pretty angel! SO SWEET! I simply LOVE PINK!!!
16th Sep 2008 Tues: Went Spize for dinner then proceed home.

Ice Horlicks & Teh Tarik

Nasi Briyani

Nasi Goreng Ayam Sambal


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED LIN!!!!

May everything goes smoothly for you at home, at work and your business! MUACKZ!

writtern @11:16 PM

13th September 2008 Saturday =) LIN'S BD CELEBRATION
Sunday, September 14, 2008

Lin's BD Celebration!
Went Waraku for dinner.
Cha Soba (I simply miss it!)
BD Gal (Lin) with our beloved Melo! Look how happy she is!
Na & her daughter Melo
Me & Melo (STOP LOOKING AT ME!)
LOOK INTO THE CAMERA!
The presents we got for her - all skincare & make up
Went Waraku for dinner (YUMMY!!)
Green Tea
Lemon Tea
Salmon Sashimi
Lin's Salmon cream pasta (can't recall the actual name)
My Rindo Set - can't recall whether is it the right name ;p
Rindo Set: Includes the cold noodles/Udon, & Chicken Katsu Don



Taken after we finished our food & running about to take pics. Mummy says I've aged a lot :(
Look at all the pretties :) *drool*

So cute & cheeky!
She likes playing Kopisoh
Vanilla Ice Cream
Raspberry Ice Cream Cake
Macha Ice Cream


The BD gal with Vin & Melo!
*Make a wish*
Cake cutting ceremony!
ahhh, look at her.. She just wants to drink.

Stuff all items into her daddy's pocket!

After Na, Jk, Melo went home, we (Lin, Vin, Fang, Sj & me) proceed to coffee bean to chit chat..


writtern @2:20 PM