How I wish we really can move out from here. :(



All the things we do... is really very SIAN! Staying here, we will feel so obliged to do things... Why do I always feel obliged to do this and that? WHY!? I hate myself.

And worse, people don't appreciate at all!!!! ROAR!!! PLS PLS give me a place to stay... PLEASE?

What motive actually? Really dunno.... I think I should take a break from all these mess that I've got myself into.



Lies and Lies that comes from my mouth... And I really feel guilty, sad, depressed about them. I am sorry. Everytime I see emo faces, I feel like escaping from there, I feel angry (with myself i think), I feel sad. So many kinds of different feelings actually emerged from nowhere.
Telling a lie... and yet the truth is so obvious, the truth is so open.... (A lie that I didn't had to tell)
No wonder I feel so being stalked, because everything is so opened...

Clarence is right... Why must I do this? Have I ever put myself in other ppl's shoes? ...

Above is what had happened when I was in BKK! What a terrible mess when i came home that midnight. Tired and shocked...

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