The day started out ok, a bit drowsy, a bit blur, forgotten to get off the train, heels got stuck in holes. -_- Nevertheless its still ok. Only after lunch, my 1st call, ITS A SHIT! -_- it took me until 3.30pm!!??? 3.5 hrs? I hate penniless ppl, who think that they are still so high up????!!!! 'DUN PAY, DUN USE!' I am not looking down at poor ppl, I am not rich either. Pocket only has half of a hundred and dare to act high class and talk rubbish? TSK TSK!

Went to Tampines. Waited for Baby quite a while in the car, he went to deliver some stuff. The wait was quite long indeed, enough time for me to play with both of my tamagotchis and to read newspapers and listen music on my phone and memories flow back to my mind (Be it happy, sad, angry, unhappy, disappointment). The wait is enough to make me tear... Enough to make me feel depressed. So finally he is here, and he thought I was sleeping, so I just say yes I was sleeping. We went for our dinner, (2 posts ago) ate Prata. Coin prata, baby had mee goreng.

Then we came back to my house. Someone called Baby, I heard Baby says 'ok 10.40, see you'. So I asked him, who is he meeting later. He said customer, he meeting him tomorrow MORNING. So Baby left my home at about 10pm. I continued doing my blogging and stuff. He smsed me at 10.44pm, 'Baby I go meet customer so morning no need meet her'. I was like -_-
So I told him 'I knew it! I know that you will be meeting him/her'. So he replied 'hai ok, tomorrow then I meet'. I did not reply.
Now 11.18pm, he smsed me 'Baby we go drink coffee ok? A while more I go back'.
Is he lying? or is he telling the truth? Why nowadays after sending me home, he has 'wk' to do? like meeting who & who to pass sth, meeting so & so to deliver sth? Why last time, nothing to pass to all these ppl at all? Why now one week, about 2-3 times, after I reached home, he will have to deliver/pass things to ppl? I am not angry, I just feel 'lost'? Amazed? Amused?

Actually its sounds like a relationship whereby the guy starts to have an affair? HAHA!!! So cool. Maybe if we are married, I will immediately file for a divorce. Yea, I am one of cannot stand all these rubbish, just something like that to spark me, I will just do it. Anyway I do not intend to ask him or whatever, he will start to say I don't trust him??!! haha! Really like DRAMA! cannot stand and now laughing to myself.

Unbelievable! I am actually not suspecting anything, but just find it weird. I know if I asked him, he sure say I am crazy, think too much -_-

Anyway, he feels that I am not thinking very right nowadays. He says I am crazy, and is those really mentally crazy kind of crazy. And I know that he is serious. I don't mind, because sometimes I thought I am too. Sometimes I don't know myself. Sometimes I wish I am. I just feel so tired. Tired of life? Tired of the ppl around me? Tired of? I am not sure either. Sometimes I just lost my directions.

Sat is my off day! WOO! Finally! After so long. Sat - Raining & raining. Was on computer doing stuff (planning :P ) and doing some art & craft. Then I was coughing & sneezing, was so afraid that I will fall sick again. Had told baby abt it. He still asked me want go watch '4bia' or not. I said 'Dun wan'. But end up he still go ahead & plan and even ask Fang & SJ. No choice, had to be force to go watch. Was feeling so bad mood. I thought I made myself clear? 'Dun wan'. I really mean what I said leh. Not all girls are saying the opposite as what they are thinking -_-

So, we meet Fang & SJ at TM for the movie. 9pm movie. While waiting for Baby to buy drinks, a guy came towards me, he is my Sec sch senior! CCA Senior too! So cool, to have meet someone whom you did not see/think of for so long! And Baby also met his friend there.

The movie, I thought I screamed like 3 times?! HA!!! Or maybe 4? Since there are 4 different stories. Its really quite scary, due to sound effects and gross images. Halfway through the movie, I felt sick in my stomach. Sigh! After I reached home, i quickly went to bed and fall asleep very quickly! And slept all the way till 12 noon on Sunday!

Sunday, I woke up has got no appetite at all. Baby need to go back to his shop to settle some stuff and he said will come and meet me for dinner. Baby said HE MUST FINISH his work BY SUNDAY. So I continued doing my planning (will reveal next week + pictures), and art & craft. Its raining heavily again. Baby was on msn and he told me one of his friend/customer went to Sim Lim to buy stuff and saw that he is in his shop. Then I asked baby if he is meeting him later, he said nope. After a while, baby said he is going to drink/dinner with that friend of his. So I told him not to come already, no point. He knows that I got no dinner, I said I will cook instant noodles. -_- (Its getting more and more often - makes me wonder what is really going on)
Planned to go EP but its still raining at 7+pm, so I did not go. So I just slack!

Baby promised he will be home by 11pm - before I sleep. Anyway he was late again. -_- I cannot recall what time he reached home, I think about 12+am or 1am? AS usual, whats new? What is happening actually?