Darling, I had been wanting to thank u for so long, but din had the time to blog.

Thank you for being there for me! Especially in Jan 2009, when I needed ppl to accompany, you are always there for me. I know you are busy with your schedules, after a tiring day at work, you will still meet me. Really really appreciate all that you had done for me. Thank you for seeing me cry, listen to all the rubbish I had to talk about, accompanying me to see my doctor, etc...

Really love you lots!

Finally everything is coming to an end... EVERYTHING

No matter how unbearable it is, I still have to part with it. :(
Its heartbeat is haunting me, the picture is haunting me, words from the nice doc are haunting me.
Since finally i had made up my mind, my decision to do it, I should go ahead, if not I will be back to the period I felt lost & confused again...

I feel so tired and restless daily. The uncomfortable feeling in my stomach and nauseous feeling is killing me. I feel so super tired...
Baby I miss u...