SIGH! Monday is finally over. Really hectic and busy day at work. I feel better when I am at work. Weird huh! And my mum force me to take MC!? WTH! Force me to wk is her, telling me to quit is her, forcing/insisting me to take MC is her too! What she really want? I know if I tell her 'I feel MUCH better at work', she is never going to believe me. But its true. God, please tell her its true! I just feel so pissed off when they (the old people) have their own thinking - especially they think they are ALWAYS right. -_- sigh! When I correct them, they will insist they are right. When I dun correct them, they look like a fool to me. Please I don't wan to be like them when I am a old lady. Irritating to others. So, poor me, now controlling my cough - not to cough too much in front of her. Poor thing isn't it? Want to cough but still need to hide. Already so painful to be sick and yet need to 'accomodate' others. Really sick! Just don't feel lik going home. At work already stress, come home still need to be further stressed out. Life is just so sian! I've told myself to look on the bright side (think I must print more positive thinking poems or whatever and paste at my work station).

I am feeling drowsy AGAIN! I am now reading stories (on people losing their loved ones) online, and I am crying :( sigh. Everything in my life just makes me feels so sad and depressed at times. Yes, I am lucky. And some bitches are just so lucky and yet they just keep complaining and throwing temper at their bfs (unresonably) - oops am I talking about myself? I am not as bad as other people :) I get angry for reasons. Anyway, some people are so lucky but they just don't realised it. You know, a complete family, a home where they can call home, nice, sincere, truthful relatives, not-too-bad career and a lot more la. Above all mentioned, I don't have a single thing... Sometimes I pitied myself and started crying for myself. After a while, I thought it is good for me. A learning and growing up process that prevents me from getting hurt in future. But of course I will have that kind of 'incomplete' feeling because never in my life will I able to get the above mentioned. Argh anyway I don't intend to live long too. So its ok. At least I experience something that they never(or rather haven't) experienced before. Ha! Sounds lik cursing -_-

Ok, enough of nonsense. Because its Monday and I am more grumpy. This explains the long blog.