I am so worn out and just so nice that everyday i go home i feel super irritated. Why must all things come together? I go home, I just want to rest and settle my shop's stuff, not to do other things. Or rather the other things can wait till next week then come, can???? ARGH! I need to get drunk. That is the only time where by I can scold everyone loudly without even thinking, fall down EVERYWHERE, as if there is no tomorrow! CRY like no ppl's business! I just want REST, RELAX, FREEDOM! Even talking abt holidays with baby gives me stress? WHAT IS HAPPENING?? HELLLOOO!!!