The day started out ok, a bit drowsy, a bit blur, forgotten to get off the train, heels got stuck in holes. -_- Nevertheless its still ok. Only after lunch, my 1st call, ITS A SHIT! -_- it took me until 3.30pm!!??? 3.5 hrs? I hate penniless ppl, who think that they are still so high up????!!!! 'DUN PAY, DUN USE!' I am not looking down at poor ppl, I am not rich either. Pocket only has half of a hundred and dare to act high class and talk rubbish? TSK TSK!

Went to Tampines. Waited for Baby quite a while in the car, he went to deliver some stuff. The wait was quite long indeed, enough time for me to play with both of my tamagotchis and to read newspapers and listen music on my phone and memories flow back to my mind (Be it happy, sad, angry, unhappy, disappointment). The wait is enough to make me tear... Enough to make me feel depressed. So finally he is here, and he thought I was sleeping, so I just say yes I was sleeping. We went for our dinner, (2 posts ago) ate Prata. Coin prata, baby had mee goreng.

Then we came back to my house. Someone called Baby, I heard Baby says 'ok 10.40, see you'. So I asked him, who is he meeting later. He said customer, he meeting him tomorrow MORNING. So Baby left my home at about 10pm. I continued doing my blogging and stuff. He smsed me at 10.44pm, 'Baby I go meet customer so morning no need meet her'. I was like -_-
So I told him 'I knew it! I know that you will be meeting him/her'. So he replied 'hai ok, tomorrow then I meet'. I did not reply.
Now 11.18pm, he smsed me 'Baby we go drink coffee ok? A while more I go back'.
Is he lying? or is he telling the truth? Why nowadays after sending me home, he has 'wk' to do? like meeting who & who to pass sth, meeting so & so to deliver sth? Why last time, nothing to pass to all these ppl at all? Why now one week, about 2-3 times, after I reached home, he will have to deliver/pass things to ppl? I am not angry, I just feel 'lost'? Amazed? Amused?

Actually its sounds like a relationship whereby the guy starts to have an affair? HAHA!!! So cool. Maybe if we are married, I will immediately file for a divorce. Yea, I am one of cannot stand all these rubbish, just something like that to spark me, I will just do it. Anyway I do not intend to ask him or whatever, he will start to say I don't trust him??!! haha! Really like DRAMA! cannot stand and now laughing to myself.

Unbelievable! I am actually not suspecting anything, but just find it weird. I know if I asked him, he sure say I am crazy, think too much -_-

Anyway, he feels that I am not thinking very right nowadays. He says I am crazy, and is those really mentally crazy kind of crazy. And I know that he is serious. I don't mind, because sometimes I thought I am too. Sometimes I don't know myself. Sometimes I wish I am. I just feel so tired. Tired of life? Tired of the ppl around me? Tired of? I am not sure either. Sometimes I just lost my directions.