Finally everything is coming to an end... EVERYTHING

No matter how unbearable it is, I still have to part with it. :(
Its heartbeat is haunting me, the picture is haunting me, words from the nice doc are haunting me.
Since finally i had made up my mind, my decision to do it, I should go ahead, if not I will be back to the period I felt lost & confused again...

I feel so tired and restless daily. The uncomfortable feeling in my stomach and nauseous feeling is killing me. I feel so super tired...
Baby I miss u...