SIAN at work!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
好累好累，好伤心，好难受. These words describes my feeling now at 8.37am on a gloomy 25th Mar 2009 Wednesday, in the office. Dreadful. Having to come to work with a heavy heart. Sigh...
The whole morning I was wondering what had went wrong, what exactly happened... Why do I always feel this terrible? Why? Always asked myself this question but no answers of course. Everyday I've been feeling so tired, mentally, physically.
Now sitting here at my desk in the office, my eye lids are heavy, head is heavy and spinning, cannot talk properly, feeling thirsty and tired. I just wanna go home and sleep... zzzzzz....
Maybe I blog till too late last night, only slept for 3-4 hours which is obviously insufficient for a pig like me. I'm always so tired.... And I feel pissed by that. I could even fall asleep straight after dinner at the dining table (even when I'm eating out!) GOSH... What is actually happening... Its been like this for months... I always feel that my body is going to break down severly.. Life is just a dread... I feel I owe every single person so much... that never in thi slife Im able to finish paying off the 'debts'. Feel so tired of having to repay repay repay & repay. Never ending repayments. Feel so tired... 真的好累. 为什么我总觉得好像欠人欠到不清不楚？ 为什么？一定是坏事做太多了. 活该！真的活该！ 自做自受！
Stress to go home, stress to send sms, stress to do every single small little thing, stess at work, stress after work... sigh... Can somebody rich just buy me from my mother??? I can be your slave.
How I wish I can blog all day.. although I have nothing much to write, although it dun make me feel a lot better, but still better than nothing....
