The day started fine, BB bought me surprise (& heavy) breakfast.
I got craving for Chee Kwey since last week...

Tau Huey!

My day ended like shit. I hate it when we quarrelled at work and all the quarrel must be at work, customers already are giving shits to us, and yet every quarrel has to be in the office :(
I really want to quit my job, but how to when I need pay so many bills monthly :(
I just wanna be a normal person having a normal life. Somehow I love love love the kind of life whereby morning go to work, after work take train alone and go home. (I've longed for this kind of life for very long already). Everytime when I sit at Starbucks (Eastpoint), I will see the people walking from MRT station back home, or to pack their dinner home to eat, I really felt that I longed for this kind of 'NO LIFE' life. Once in a while simple life is also quite enjoyable.
Anyway whatever promised is promised.
Whenever we quarrelled, I had lots of regrets... :( that I cannt say out(it will cause the quarrel to be worsened) Quarrelling with him is like hell to me, its killing me, tearing me piece by piece. What is the exact matter that caused it? Its me I know... I dunno if I should hate myself for it? I never had such problems before... Is it me who is the cause of all the problems... I really had no energy to quarrel anymore. I can picture BB saying 'All these quarrels can be prevented, if only you... blah blah blah' I guess its really me... I m sorry...
I guess its really hard for 硬 and 硬 to come together for a peaceful day together...
I had no intention to zao sai anymore BB coz I have learnt from my lesson, a painful one... I will never zao sai again. Xiao Han you are right. I will get my retribution :)
Thinking of day one in Oct 08 when I know BB, and now. Its really a total 360degree different for the both of us. Things had turned more painful/unbearable i guess, for him & myself. The only comfort I get now is to 'talk' to my blog. It really feels painful for me right now, sth hurts inside me (but becoz of HIM), I just feel that things had become like that, sth is very wrong. But I dunno whats wrong...
A lot of questions run through my mind everytime. Things has become out of hand i feel. Everytime I tried talking but it seems to be of no use at all, seems like only violence is the only way out. :(
Sometimes BB ask me what I want him to do, I had NO ANSWERS for every qns he asked me. I am not trying to be difficult but my whole mind is in a mess, I dunno hw to answer every qns...


After work, BB brought me to ICC (not my wkplace :X) for ice cream.
(BELOW) 2 Flavours: Kaya & Mocha with Peanuts & Mars bars mix-ins.

(BELOW) BB's Honeydew & Apple Ice Cream with honeystars & banana cereal mix-ins...

Then we proceed to Astons for dinner...
(BELOW) My IBC ROOTBEER! *burp* drunk. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I was super hyper and crazy and kept singing songs, singing awfully that BB cannt stand me.

(BELOW) My BBQ Chicken with 2 baked potatoes (ALOT OF BUTTER)

(BELOW) BB's steak...