Something that I've discovered... makes me ... feel stunned(?) I cannot find a word to describe. Its not heartbroken, its not sad. But just feel a bit stunned, or disappointed?

Im not those who likes to control bf, but very weird. I broke my promise, he flare up. But what about the other way round? Maybe he thinks I will not discover, heeee but too bad :) I saw...
By deleting her contacts and everything in front of me, and now like that.. I feel its unfair to me yea? I cannot do it, but you can. Nvm, I dun wan to quarrel about this... :)

Anyway I was disappointed and i dun feel lik talking to BB. and he got angry (he dunno I'm unhappy) , he said 'dunno what u doing.. dun want ans my call.. then dun want to call me and talk also.. up to u ba', 'what thing.... what thing now..'. And he sound pissed. Luckily phne is in silent, i did not get to tok to him, if not another quarrelsome night... SIGH

Anyway , I just want to announce sth as well, if you call me, sms me, no reply, no ans, coz sometimes I put my phone in silent mode. So please be patient... Sometimes I NEED MY TIME AWAY FRM MY PHONE AS WELL. Anyway my phone, which contains lots of sweet/happy/sad memories, everything I had deleted already. nothing in there except some songs and phone book. No more sweet smses, NOTHING.

Friends said he is just making use of me, I chose not to believe.... n now...





1.18am: BB said 'so now u finally know how i felt?'

OMG i think he is taking revenge??? or wat? I dunno....

1.20am: BB said 'u call me now..' & I have to call him...

After calling him and he din apologize... haha! Expected la. I think he think he got no wrong ba. :p

GOOD NITE!