I'm really so so so sick of my work/job! Talking with irritating people is just so not me! And i just simply so super hate it!
The day is already so bad with customers but yet those ppl keep asking u to clear calls clear calls - making me even more 'pek chek'! I just wanna rant rant rant!


*Doris just walk over and say I am on another 15 mins & ongoing call now.... Auntie talking & talking non stop!* She is monitoring me these days!*

I was so so so frustrated just now... And I think I shocked Berlinda, until she turn around and asked if I am ok. I teared after she asked me that question.

BB & I were on the verge to quarrel or rather he is unhappy with me again. I just need to rant abt my job and i guess i cannt rant to him coz he will find that I talk to much or wat? i dunno. Since last night, i talk / ask him sth 3 times... He totally ign/ din hear. Once was last night, the other 2 times at lunch. Once queueing to buy vegetarian he totally ign my qns. Then while walking back from Comcentre, again! I was a bit unhappy. Plus the freaking calls... Then i walked bk to my seat as usual, he start to get unhappy. when i ask abt the pack of cigareete on his table, he start to get MORE UNHAPPY! Attitude again. and I seriously hate it! of all days, must always choose a day which Im bad at work... When everybody is irritating me on CCHAT.

I guess its me. I guess he must be tired of a gf ranting to him abt her unahppiness at work.
i Guess frm now on, i will find other ppl /my blog to rant to.

Anyway suppose to meet him for dinner. I said if we were to quarrel, pls tell me, so that i wun meet him. he say so long as i dun show him black / unhappi face. i need to show a happi face although deep down im unhappi... noted.. noted...

nw we quarrel again! I SIMPLY hate it. one day i will nt be able to take it, n be like berlinda to shout and scream at lift lobby outside. ....