24th August 2009 MONDAY BLUESSS

Went to Kino for a walk after work. I took a book ''PS I LOVE YOU" and read... And I was so engrossed in the characters in the story... I teared and teared and teared... was reading chapter 5 when this guy came over to approach me... I looked up, shocked, stood 2 steps behind, looking at him with my teary eyes. I thought what had happened... so... I think he had been noticing me for the past few mins (?) and decided to come over and get to know me... OMG its been ages that someone actually come up to me to get to know me. The last time was like in poly days?? or O levels days? OMG... so freaking long and when i feel that I am SO SUPER OLD already and hahahahha...
and then that night I went drinking.... got myself drunk... But i thought I wasn't drunk.. hmm not sure.. everything seemed to be in a daze....