Back from my lonesome walk...
Monday, August 10, 2009
SADNESS!!!!
I went out for a walk, walked to Simei Park :X I sms BB to tell him I am going out for a walk, no reply. so after walking a short while I called him, first time no answer, 2nd time he answered and said he is at the movies.. oh so he actually went movies no wonder not much smses from him. Then i ask him to go and watch his movies although i needed someone to talk to. So I sms Evon to rant to her... I teared while smsing her. Feel so lonely feel so bored feel so sad feel so depressed. Shortly after BB called me, coz he finished his movie, then we talk a while i realised he is still with his friend, so i ask him to accompany his friend first.. so i walk walk walk and I reached simei park... sat down and start emoing and stoning... I cried cried and cried to just let out my frustrations and sadness. BB call and asked where am i, so i told him. He said he is waiting for bus to go home. BB said reach home sms him, and so we put down the phone.. I cried further... Then there is this indian guy brought his kid to play the swing... The boy is just so so so happy... The happier they are, the more depressed I felt and I continued to cry... 10.20pm BB sent a sms pled me to go home. hee.. after sitting a while more, i felt so terribly cold and started shivering and so I made my way home, the journey home seemed so looooooong... Was shivering all the way. So I sms BB saying ''ok''. heeee... When i reached home, I sms him, no reply again... That was about half an hour after his last sms. I was wondering if he is sleeping or busy :(
Then he msn me apologizing coz he was watching Incredible Tales... heee i thought he sleep already, no smses from him either. I think if i were to be still sitting at Simei park, he also dunno :X i wished i could sit longer... Thanks to me and my scare-cold skin! SO ANGRY!
And BBC called me several times (she called me even more than BB called me just now) after I went out -_- I din answer... Although I feel like coz i was curious what she wanted to say.
And thanks Evon dear for checking if I am home :) Thanks gal, really touched :)
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BB brought this 5 cute apples kitty to me last night after we reached home -
Hello Kittys for week 2:
I went out for a walk, walked to Simei Park :X I sms BB to tell him I am going out for a walk, no reply. so after walking a short while I called him, first time no answer, 2nd time he answered and said he is at the movies.. oh so he actually went movies no wonder not much smses from him. Then i ask him to go and watch his movies although i needed someone to talk to. So I sms Evon to rant to her... I teared while smsing her. Feel so lonely feel so bored feel so sad feel so depressed. Shortly after BB called me, coz he finished his movie, then we talk a while i realised he is still with his friend, so i ask him to accompany his friend first.. so i walk walk walk and I reached simei park... sat down and start emoing and stoning... I cried cried and cried to just let out my frustrations and sadness. BB call and asked where am i, so i told him. He said he is waiting for bus to go home. BB said reach home sms him, and so we put down the phone.. I cried further... Then there is this indian guy brought his kid to play the swing... The boy is just so so so happy... The happier they are, the more depressed I felt and I continued to cry... 10.20pm BB sent a sms pled me to go home. hee.. after sitting a while more, i felt so terribly cold and started shivering and so I made my way home, the journey home seemed so looooooong... Was shivering all the way. So I sms BB saying ''ok''. heeee... When i reached home, I sms him, no reply again... That was about half an hour after his last sms. I was wondering if he is sleeping or busy :(
Then he msn me apologizing coz he was watching Incredible Tales... heee i thought he sleep already, no smses from him either. I think if i were to be still sitting at Simei park, he also dunno :X i wished i could sit longer... Thanks to me and my scare-cold skin! SO ANGRY!
And BBC called me several times (she called me even more than BB called me just now) after I went out -_- I din answer... Although I feel like coz i was curious what she wanted to say.
And thanks Evon dear for checking if I am home :) Thanks gal, really touched :)
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BB brought this 5 cute apples kitty to me last night after we reached home -
Hello Kittys for week 2:
Thanks BB
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